NEXT WEEK ? !

mama : ain , kemas barang2 . buang bju yg xgne

ain : okayh maa. .

mama : mggu dpn dh blh msok umah .

ain : what ?! ;O

yup . that's the story . xtau cnfrm kr x . smetimes mymom ske mnakotkn org gak .
hurm . . xready ape2 ag . nk msok skolah baru nie .
barang pon still brsepah .
hurmmm. . . for god sake , asl mse brlalu ngn pantas ?
hurm . .
for all my friends that i love ,
guys ,
thnks cause ambek brat psl kite .
ur the best and yet .
i'll never forget .
to eah , eah comel, jge diri baek2 taw . jge tempat kite and klas . truskn kutip duit klas ( haha XD) ... aku msty rindu kt ko . rindu ko buat mke comel .
rndu brgosip ngn ko .
rndu dgr ko ketawa .
rndu mgumpat ngn ko .
rndu lari2 ngn ko .
rndu lompat ngn memekak dlm klas .
rindu LEPAK ngn ko .
aku syg ko eah .
walaumcmne pon .
i'll always remembr you .
RINDU KAMOO .

rindu tyme nie . .

ain : eah , aku syg banggat sama kamo
eah : POKOKNYAAA . kite best friend frever yeeh !
XD

best friend forever eah . .

eahh . . ;((

eah .tlg jgn salah faham .aku xprnh trfikir nk pinggirkn ko .bkn ape .
act mmg aku prnh trfikir yg aku nk lepak ngn nina .lg pn kteorg lepak 2 kali jer .aku tau ape prsaan ko .aku pon prnh alami aku mnx maaf eah .aku nk kite gado mcm nie .aku tetap nk tunaikn hajat aku ngn ko .
hurm .
eah . . .
I'M SORRY

240509 , bukit gantang perak .

yes . mygrandma sudah pergi untuk selama lamanya . hurm . sedeyh owt .
aku x sngka plak . act citer dier cmnie , pd pkul 6.43 am , cousin aku paan called aku . aku pikir nk kaco aku ,nk tyr aku dh smbhyg subuh kr belum . banyak kali lak 2 dier cll . aku pon jwb . "hello. . " , "ain , ko kt ne ?! " , "kt umah lh . aku tgh tido nie ", " weyh , bgtau mak ko yg opah meninggal pagy tdy " . "HUH ?! ". . aku pon bgun , byk mgucap ..then , aku trus kejut family aku . then , trus ngy umah mandak aku(umah mak saudara aku) . sampai2 tu trus bace yasin . sbelum 2 nmpak ulfah nanges2. aku pon bace . tyme nie aku x nanges ag . pas2 mayat mygrandma bwk ngy masjid untk dimandikn . pas2 mama sroh aku ngn abah balek , nk ngy pack . coz kteorg ikot van jenazah . balek umah , pack barang . pas2 aku , mama ngn abah pon trus ngy perak . sampai pkul 2 tepat , pas2 smbhyg jenazah ag buat kali ke-2 . pas2 trus bwk ngy tanah prkuburan . tyme pihak laki nk masokkn mayat mygrandma ke liang lahad , aku trus nanges . . xde lh terok sgt . nanges cm biasa . pas2 malam tu buat majlis tahalil . mmg penat giler arh . esok pgy , kemas barang2 mygrandma . kteorg bakar barang dier yg dh lama . pas pkul 12 lbh , gerak ngy kl . aku xambek pon exam ari nie . hurm . sedeyh plak bile trkenng balek kenngn ngn dier . even aku xbpe nk manja ngn dier tp aku enjoy ngn dier . tringt tyme dier prng buat air yasin untk aku tyme tgh UPSR tyme 2 . act , mymom dh buat bilik lawa2 dh for mugrandma kt puchong . malangyr , rohnyr telah kembali ke pangkal Allah S.W.T.
AL-FATIHAH UNTUK ROH YON BT HAJI IDRIS.
;(

al-fatihah kpd allahyarhama Yon bt Hj Idris

Tepat masuk waktu subuh , beliau telah mnghembus nafas trakhir .
nama panjang beliau adalah , Yon bt Haji Idris , 76 tahun , bkt gantang ,perak .mmpunyai 10 anak .
meninggal di rumah anak beliau yg keenam iaitu di bukit indah , ampang .
pada pukul 7 pagy , telah diadakn majlis bacaan yasin . pada pukul 8.30 am pula , beliau dimandikn di masjid besar .
kmudian diadakn solat jenazah . mayat beliau terus dibawa ke rumah nya di perak . van jenazah sampai pd pukul 2 tepat dan terus mgadakn solat jenazah kali ke-2 . slps selesai solat jenazah buat kali ke-2 , mayat beliau terus dibawa ke tanah prkuburan . tanah beliau juga ditanam disebelah kubur tok Su. hurmm . .
SEMOGA ROH ALLAHYARHAMA YON BT HAJI IDRIS DICUCURI OLEH ALLAH S.W.T
AL-FATIHAHA . .

6months 1 week 3 days . .

tyme nie . aku tgh online ms . then , aku tgk . . . de dak pmpuan nie add aku , aku pon apprve dier .
pas2 aku cek dier pnyr profile . aku pon trkejut . tgk2 . . dier couple ngn my ex bf . fine . . dier dh jmpe penggti aku . tp knape ? slame nie . ko just nk mmperdayakan aku jer . ko maen kayu tiga selama nie di belakng aku . hello ! 6 months 1 week 3 days . . ?! kite couple pon 5 bulan . tp cmne korg boleh capai sampai 6 months . bukan maen ag . siap ag letak gmbr korg brdua . huh . . aku x batak lh weyh . . ini hidup ko . bkn hidup aku . ko nk couple ngn sape , couple lh ! XO
tp bkn dgn cara mcm nie . ko dh dapat hidup ko bahagia nie and ko biarkn aku mnderita mcm nie .
selama nie . . i thought you loved me . just me . . . ko xfaham kr hati perasaan seorg perempuan cmne ?
ko x pernah rase ker , rase . diperdayakan . . dgn begitu jer . . last2 . . aku yg dapat perasaan tu .
hurm . . honestly . aku x marah pon . . korg couple . tp . aku marah . coz ko maen kayu tiga ngn aku . thanks cause you lie . hurm . .
nvm ,
hurm . . aku just nk wish . . jage hati pmpuan ksaygn ko tu . jage hati dier . jgn layan teruk sprti mcmne ko layan aku selama kita couple . hurm . . ko nk brdendam ngn aku pn ,brdendam lh . tp yg pasti . aku xkn balas balek kt ko . hurm . dh lh . . nk in the mood rite now .
btw , tlg bgtau si dier yg aku kirim salam . and , kalo stakat nk add and nk tgk muke aku bek xyah . bek x yah add . okayh . see u loser .

smk cyberjaya .here i come .

yup.
believe it or not.
aku skolah kt situ .
sesi pagi.
ntah .
act aku xtau pon name skolah aku .
skali bile aku buat research kt internet ,
aku pon jmpe website korg !
hurmm . .
serious .
thn nie ramai giler org nk pndh kt skolah aku .
aku mybe masok skolah tu bln 6 .
god !
xdapat nk bayangkan .
1st day kt skolah nnty .
masok kelas .
smua dak2 usha aku .
pas2 cikgu suro aku bgun n mmprkenalkn diri .
haha.
drpd kecoh kpd diam .
sumpah malu giler .
msty aku blurr giler masok skolah tu 1st2 .
dpt bayngkn ?
huh . . ;O
hope dak2 SMKC dapat trime aku dgn hati trbuka .
and2 !
sedia menerima aku sbgi kawan korg .
tggu lh bulan 6 nie .
okok ?
;D

thanks babe !

i knew that you'd missed me.
i miss u too babe.
thanks coz kite dh smbg kwn balek .
even kite dh putus kwn selama 4 months.
tp aku still x benci ko.
besides, i still believe u .
aku harap. .
kite dpt smbg kwn cm dulu cm tyme skolah rendah .
yup.
tiap2 pagy tyme primary school ,
asyik tyr pasl wne spender .
haha.
i miss that time .
thanks babe . again .
friends till the end .
love ya .
muah muah !
<3

examexam

sorry people !
coz dh lme x update blog .
haha.
busy ngn exam skung.
nvm,
kalo de citer ape2 ag .
i'll write it for u .
see ya humans !
;)

280409

ohya . ari nie mmg brmkna bg aku ngn kwn2 aku . yup .si dia dtg dn brjmpe parents aku . haha .act, mgg dpn aku,myra,peah ngn aleena kene masak nasi goreng . soo . aku plan nk masak2 kt umah aku . mule2 , aleena yg dtg umah aku . (kteorg siap tgk poco2 kt luar ) . haha ! then , myra ngn eah smpi . then , zudon . then , 3 miang laki nie . iaitu. . pdowt , abg seksi ngn cina apek . haha . nk tau sape ? pikir lh sndiri ! ;D anywy , kt dapur aku 2 cm de knduri org khwn . yelh . smua org bz nk potng2 mknn . aleena ngn peah ptg ayam . aku ,zudon ngn myra ptg sayur ,bwg ngn cili . haha . bdk 3 ekor 2 just dok diam jr . then2 ! aku pikir aku jd che kt situ . tgk2 . eah yg jd chef ! waahh.. ;DD bile dh siap 2 . try mkn mule2 . haha . tgk2 nasi keras tp sedap ! haha . thnks to eah ! tyme2 dorg tgh mkn . bodyguard aku dtg . haha . tyme nk bk pintu umah . skali de org ________(tutt!). de lh .lps dh mkn 2 . aleena ngn peah lepak kt luar .aku , cina apek,pdowt ,zudon ,ngn bodyguard aku lepk kt tmpt buaian .then , siap2 nk ngy skolah . aku psg lagu kuat2 . haha . best dwh . tp bg aku cm slow jer . btw , yg mule2 bsh pinggn . myra . then peah . pas2 aku xtau sape . then , aku ngn cina apek yg cuci . tyme dh siap2 smua . aleena , peah ngn myra pgy dlu . tggl lh . aku , zudon , cina apek , bodyguard, pdowt ngn abg seksi . haha . tyme nk kuar umah . aku pelik lh . asl cina apek nie straight jer ( nk ngy dapur ) . kbetoln bpk aku de kt situ . rupe2nyr . dier nk slm ayah aku . aku ngn dier jer yg salam ayah aku . yg laen kt luar . act pnjg ag . tyme otw nk skolah . tp xpelh . smpi sini jer lh .haha . see ya!
p/s : Dear eah , sorry nasi keras . tp tnpa ko . aku rse nasi 2 xkn sedap . thanks babe ;)
and myra, aleena , zudon , pdowt , abg seksi and2 ! cina apek .
ily guys ! <3>

jmpe mak danial

brsamaan dgn ari sabtu ,ohya . ari nie aku trasa cm aku dak indie . coz aku jln ngn dak2 yg pndi maen guitar .bodyguard aku,amirul ngn nabeel bwk guitar .haha ! ohya ! meet my new bodyguard . amirul nazarith . nk kutok kteorg ? FUKOFF lh !!! btw , aku lepak ngn danial , fizi , bear , beel , ngn bodyguard aku.aku pikir nk ajak peah, tp dorg nk ajak tasya . then , kbetolan aku baru baek ngn tasya . n aku xbape nk pasti nk ajak dier . aku tau dier still mrh kt aku . hurmm ;(
kan ag bagos kalo aku ajak stephanie . adohh . ;O
anywy , ptg 2 fizi ngn bear balek awal . 2 pn sbb dorg nk maen bola. hurm ! soo. . tinggl aku , danial ,beel ngn bodyguard aku . bahaha ! ;)
tyme nk balek . mak danial nk antar kteorg blek . then kteorg gerak ngy umah danial . tyme 2 dh nk mlm . kbetolan beel ngn amirul tgh bwk guitar . skali de 2 laki nie , nek moto . dier stop kt kteorg . salah satu drpd laki 2 tyr " erh ,tumpg tnyr. . . korg nie ' battle of the band ' erh ?"..pas2 kteorg ckp "xdelh ". . pas2 dorg ckp " oh xpelh . weyh . jom2 ! jgn kaco dorg .. " ohya ! sbelom 2 dorg tyr kteorg skolah mne . huh ? agak pelik . haha ! pas2 kteorg gelak2 kt tepi jln .dorg pikir amirul ngn beel maen guitar . danial maen drum . and aku . . waah . . jd singer . agak hebat arh suara aku (mmg sedaplh ;O).. then . . beel pn balek . tggl aku ,danial ngn mirul . mak danial pn antar kteorg balek .sbelom 2 ! kteorg stop kt McD jup . danial blanja aku ngn mirul ais cream . thnks babe . ;) . after 10 minutes . . aku smpi umah . nsb baek mak aku x mrh .waaahhh . .

apam ! apam !

haha . citer dier cmnie . aku,peah ngn mai duduk kt tngga blok C(atas skali).
skali trnmpk anak amin nie . ape ag . APAM ! APAM ! haha . mai ckp " kuih ! kuih !" .
eah ckp "3 seringgit ! 3 seringgit ! " . aku ckp " buy 1 ! free 1 ! ".
act kteorg nk kenekn anak org nie . coz dier dh buat dosa ngn kwn aku ! adelh org 2 .
yg pnting ! dier 2 PLAYBOY !!!! kan best kalo aku dpt hebohkn . haha !

aku dilamun love !

Dear blog. . ye .i admit .aku dilamun cinta .dgn . .
______(tuutt!!) . haha ! xblh bgtau ! bwek ! ;p
cme kwn2 aku yg rapat ngn aku jer tau . tp en .
dier dh de gf . tp dier ske kt aku . aku xblh nk trime dwh .
dier ckp dier syg2 dua2 . hurmm . . . xpelh . biar dier buat kputsn sndiri .
hurmm . . . ! ;O

basah , basah

haha. ari nie agak klakr .citer dier cmnie .tyme anak2 smkwm tgh smbhyg . aku ngn eah dok kt kantin .aku ajak eah sruh temn aku ngy beli air .yelh .tekak aku kering .batuk pn cm dh nk mati jer .tyme tgh minum 2 .aku maen air .aku jirus air dkt kain eah .perggh!!skali dier simbah air mineral 2 kt aku .1st tyme aku tgk eah mgamok .haha !;D .abis baju aku basah ! aku dh gelak2 cm org giler kt kantin .pas2 aku cabut lari naek atas . kbetolan tyme 2 eah de air mineral kt situ .dier ngy simbah air ag kt aku then ,tibe2 pdowt bg air mineral kt aku .aku pn simbah air 2 kt eah .kes ini telah brlaku di kelas 2 gigih .haha .aku mjerit smpi aku puas .(aku harap tchr nazrul xdgr ).haha.xpe eah .esk aku bwk tangki air .haha ! banjir trus skolah kite .
haha !;D

aku syg sama kwn aku !

yup.i agree with that.cause bg aku, sape yg nk bantu kite tyme sush kalo family sndiri pn xblh nk tlg. untk pgentahuan anda , manusia ni 50% yg xmalu nk bgtau mslh dier kt parents dier. cause stengh drpd mereka takot parents dier marah lh,xfhm lh , mgamok lh. . sbb 2 dorg prefer bgtau sahabat sejati dier dlu . sprti aku , aku mne rapt sgt ngn mak aku . tp aku ag rapt ngn mydad .tp bile de mslh hal pmpuan , i bgtau mymom dlu lh ;D . .but for me ,yg pnting2 mcm gosip panas kr baru aku bgtau parents aku . skung nie aku nk citer psl kwn aku .yup . smlm baru aku nngs psl kwn aku . act bkn nngs .tp trharu .ala ,aku kn minah jiwng .HARAP MAKLUM .;p
yer ,aku trharu . knape ? ko susah ? aku trharu coz pgorbnn kwn aku trhadp aku . smetimes bile aku ckp nk byr balek , si dia brkata " erh, xpe2 !". aku mls nk bgtau sapa minah/mamat 2.
perlu kr ?
hurmm . . smlm aku nngs2 . kwn aku jgk yg pujuk aku .lg pn aku nngs psl laki .prlu nk bgtau mak aku . aku prefer kwn aku .sbb dier ag knal laki 2 drpd mak aku. ape motif aku skung nie .ialah .korg tlg lh jgn jd BAGAI KACANG LUPA KULIT .aku just nk bgtau jer .aku taulh yg aku nie x PERFECT sgt .tp sbg manusia .ape salahnyr tegur mnegur rite ?
all i wanna say is . . . always trust ur friend( tp yg jahat 2 ,xpyh lh !) .and2! kalo korg de mslh ,citer lh kt best friend korg 2 .ada hikmah disebalik itu .
okayhlah .gue mau ngy mandy dlu ! chaow !;)

FUCK YOU!

next tyme . bile aku sroh dtg . dtg!! and please jgn nk mnyushkn org jer.
u knw that i hate that !

bodo! penat!

adoh..ari nie brsamaan ari sukan tahunan skolah smk wngsa melawati.
aku msk ape?sorry. aku xmsk ape2.
aku tukng tgkp gmbr jer.yelh.mksd aku on duty.
sape meng?
ermm.
ruby 1st,yg laen aku xnk ambk tau.
asyk2 ruby jer. ;o
wtv lh.then,aku,tasya,peah,mai,myra,aleena,capik,danial,pdowt,abg seksi(haha ;D),beruang nad..
ntah bnyk sgt dwh.kteorg cm celebrate lh sukn dh abis.waahh.oh2!t'msk scandal aku.
waah.;DD
mule2 ngy McD.mkn ngn lepk jup.
then,aku,tasya,peah,myra,aleena ngn mai lepk kt tmn umah aku.
haha. kalo ko tgk gmbr aku,klakr dwh!
ohya!tdy kt McD,aku jmpe fafa!
laen dwh mke dier ngn dlm ms.
smbg2! leps 2 tggl aku ngn tasya,
ngy cc orange jmpe geng mamat blue.
then ngy mcd jup.nk beli air.
pas2 kteorg gerk ramai2 ngy WM S5.
sape mamat blue 2?
pikir lh sndiri.bnyk sgt.
ptg 2,tyme aku,tasya ngn sara tgh otw nk ngy tmn.
tibe2 de monyet dtg scara tbe2.
haha.cm bodo jer.
aku ngn sara jerit cm nmpk hantu.haha.
pdhl nmpk mnyet.;D
then lepk2 smpi pul 6.15.
smpi umah pkul 7.00.
pergh! penat giler.
act citer dier pnjg ag.cme org trtentu saja tau.
haahah;D
anywy.
aku tgh pent giler babi nie.
dhlh! mau tido! bla! hehe.
nyte2.. ;OO

1st tyme jd loser

haha.citer nie klakr sket.tdy.

tyme aku tgh naek tgga ngn peah.dkt blok c.tgh2 naek.
bella 2A ngn ayu tarik seluar aku.
skali aku mnjerit cm org giler kt tangga 2.
bella ckp
"ain,bgon lh.
aku nk tgk spender ko.
lawa ker x."
aku ckp
"otak ko!"
ayu ckp,
"bgon jerlh"..
aku bgon slow2.dorg tarik seluar aku.pas2 dtg dak frm 1.
hadi.
dier ckp.
"knape nie?"
aku ckp
"TLG!!dorg nk tarik seluar aku!"
tibe2,
hadi ckp,
"arh!nk join!"..
adoh.
dak frm 1 plak nk tarik sluar aku.
tp nsb baek dier x buat.
brani dier??;O
skali aku bgon cpt2.
urgghh!!
xdpt nk lari!
ayu dpt tarik seluar aku.
nmpk arhh sket.
bodo.bodo.bodo.bodo!
urrggh!
aku dh nak nngs kt tgga 2.
skali elika selamat kn aku.
thanks girl.
i owe u!
ade lg!
aku trus lari dkt mai.
kbetolan mai tgh lepk kt luar klas ngn zaim,hafidzi ngn azim.azim pndek lorh!mai kn xske bella.
soo.aku pikir dier blh backup aku.
aku lari kt dier.
aku trus ckp,"babe,tdy bella tarik sluar i!smpi nmpk spendr i!".
tibe2 mai plak ckp,"ye er?!i pn nak lh!"
adoh!my best friend pn nk buat kt aku. gawat deh!
skali aku baring2 kt lantai 2.mai dh x buat dh.

zaim,hafidzi ngn azim kn agk blue.

soo,dorg ckp"ain buat demo sket."
*$#@ KO!!urrgghhh!! XOO
aku bgn cpt2 trus lari msok klas.

lps dh lari 2.
eah ckp "ain..asl ko loser giler ari nie?"
soo.cm 2 lh citer dier.
ending dier..
brakhr dgn best friend aku yg homoseksual ngn kwn rapat aku ejek aku loser.
ohya.dgn 3 org dak blue 2.
adoohh..
next tyme nk pakai seluar pndek ngy skolah.
hahaaha.;DD

WHAT?

haha.
pd 130409,
klas aku 2G relief dkt dwn bestari.
soo..aku lepk ngn mira n eah.
aku nmpk azim dr jauh.
soo aku buat isyarat2.
bce dlu.. ;o
lps 3 minit 2.
dier dtg.
dok sbelah aku.
aku ckp,
"weyh,aku dh break dwh."
azim ckp,
"dh?
nk cpl?
jom arh!
jom!".
OMG!!!
WTF?!
aku baru saja ckp psl break dier dh mnx.
adoh.
azim2.
tau aku ckp ape?
aku ckp,
"arrhh.. ;O
ko ngy dlu lh.
ngy maen jaoh2."
abis?
ko nk aku ckp ape?
YES!?
xmgkn lh..
aku nk studyy skung.
psl bf aku campk ketepi dulu.
okayh azim?
pergghh..
malu siot.

new scandal?

new scandal?
haha.
scandal ker?
blh dikataknlh.
but serious.
his younger than me.
actually.
we're kinda like,
well u knw.
cm adik ngn kakak lh.
cll?
nope.sms yg bnyk.
kt skolah cmne?
haha.
just ckp hey and hai.
look.
scandal jer.
who knws?
mybe he cn be my best buddy?
haha.

urrghh!

knape ko prlu buat aku marah sama ko?!
xcukop ag ker ko tipu aku?!
skung ko nk ambk pihak kwn aku.
mgadu kt kwn aku,
citer psl aku.
citer psl bnda yg x benar!
ohya2!
duit?
huh!
since when ko dh pndi ckp psl duit?
u knw what?!
tyme kte ngy genting,
gne duit i jer!
u?
u just bwk badn u jer!
psl laki kt cmnt i?
huh!
2 psl model lh,bkn nk cari jodoh!
adoh.
next tyme,jgn nk tukr fakta yg sbnar blh x?
look!
i x benci u pn,
tp i sket ati ngn u.
and2!
u blh ag mnx cpl blek ngn i.
sorry.
kte jd kwn jerlh .
okayh.
huh.

110409

110409,tarikh aku clash ngn muhamad azim bin suhaidi.
ya,skung dier dh my ex-bf.aku x happy on.
aku x nggs pon.tp ape yg aku rse..
knngn pahit manis yg aku lalui brsama dier.
smasa di genting..
dier prng mgadu aku,
n aku pn prnh mgadu psl aku kt dier.
smpi aku nngs.
knngn tyme kteorg pgg tgn.
tyme jmpe dkt canon photomarathon,
tyme handphne aku msok swimming pool,
tyme lepak ngn dier ngn member dier.
tyme jmpe ngn adek dier,
tyme ngy klcc ngn dier,
tyme aku gado ngn dier kt klcc,
tyme aku gado coz dier sggp tipu aku.
tyme dier belikn buku eclipse kt aku.
tyme kteorg ngy sunwy,
tyme kteorg tgh buat shutter speed dkr sunwy,
and TYME 1ST TIME I SAW YOU!!
the way u looked at me.
i'll never forget.
but what can i do.
azim,i hope u bahagia n i hope u dpt cari pmpuan yg ag bagos n ag sempurna dr i.
and please stop lying people.
ermm..
okayh..
hurmm..
see u..
....
in the future.
hope u can be the best photographer and graphic design.
amin..

photography?

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-burok?hah..liked i care.chantek?thanks.still learning.;D-

u know what?!i hate you!

i hate you!
i hate you!
how could you!
i cn't believe it!
u make it more worst!
i hate u!
u know that?!
u dn't know anythng!!
for how long..
i keep crying cause of you!
u knw how i feel??
i feel suck!!
i feel liked..
i being used!
yur..right..
ur a boy..
u dnt know anthing about a girl feelings.
i mean..
cmon..i'm ur gf right?!
i'm not gonna eat u or bite u.
i just wnt the truth..
but ur keep lying,and lying,and lying!!
and one thing!!
please accept the truth that i'm not ur gf anymore!
harap maklum..
ohya2!
please respect..
my friend.or anyone.
and..
please don't try to showoff..
cause there's nothing true about.
fine!

made this for 'si dia",yg asyk mmbhngi awek dier.
bkn krna de awek laen.
tp psl diri dier.
thanks..
for nthing!

hey2!
de lg!
another one.
i'm proud of being myself now.
i'm proud that i've got 4A.
i'm proud that i've got nmbr 1.
bkn nk showoff.
and i think.
i wanna keep the word 'SINGLE'..
i dnt wanna see ur face anymore.
and i want my bju kurng bck!!

hahaha!funny..;DD

Dear little life,
ari nie amat mgejutkn bg aku.
xprnh buat sumr idop.
sumph klakr giler.
haha.
mcm nie.
tdy aku dtg pgy.
aku pki bju skolah.
then2!
mai,myra,aleena,syazmi ngn sape ntah dok sbelah aku.
dorg maen bola tampar.
aku tgh dok kt blakg kete cikgu.
nabeel f1 dok sbelah aku.
tibe2 mai tampar bola.
bola 2 direct nk kene aku.
then aku pe ag.
elakk lh!!!
XO
tp tyme elak nie lh xblh bla.
aku tunduk lh.
mksud aku.
aku tnduk sbelah kiri(tmpt nabeel)
smbl trpegg peha nabeel..
i was liked..
OMG!!!!
aku xsengaja okayh!!!
then smua org ckp aku buat pose kt nabeel..
nabeel pn tkejot berok.
then,dh abis gelak2.
aku ambk nmbr nabeel.
dier ambk nmbr aku.
haha.
cm bodo jer.
;DD
nabeel..
sorryy..
aku xsengaja..;O

excuse me..
AN means..
AIN NABILAH...

to my old best friend,nina

Remembering our past
When we used to play
Around with our friends
It seemed it would never end

Now that you have changed
Our friendship will not last
You are not the same
Person from the past

I tried to save you from yourself
But instead I smile though my teeth
As I pull the knife out of my back
I realize what is underneath

You don't care about me
Why can't you see
The errors of your ways
Doesn't matter what I say

Now that you are through with me
I can finally see
You never meant to cause
This much pain in me

I love my friends,
yes I do,
'cause they're better,
than any of you.
If you hurt them,
prepare to die,
'cause I love my friends,
and now you know why.

[:

Anisah,your special.yup.i admit.aku yakin,satu ari nnty
ko digelar sbgi 'photographer' gak.keep on study.
tgkp ape yg sptot.blajar ape yg spatot.
gmbr ko lawa.and,ko de potensi untk
jd kn gmbr 2 ag lawa.
kalau ade ape2 yg ko xtau,
hey,aku blh tlg ko.
do your best,
and all the best.
(adoh,sedeyh plak...;o )
anisahPHOTOGRAPHER,

;]

Myra,Mai&Huda,my bestfriend's girlfriend. XD
I never really thought we'd be friends..
but I'm so happy that we are now,
and I hope it never ever ends. :]
Thanks for letting me vent to you,
when no one else wants to hear,
and thanks for making Luke happy,
I hope y'all are together for a million years.
XD

Natasya, well I don't know what you are,
but I guess that makes you unique.
And you have a very fun, ninja..
that can make me yelp and shriek.
You can be the bestest friend ever,
at least when you want to be..
so thanks for always being there,
thanks for always caring about me.

Efahd, my big bro. XD
We have crazy, weird fun all the time.
And my cat is still better than you,
but you're the second best efahd in line.
You're orgasmic and you're funny.
You make my eyes glitter and gleam,
but sparkle is a better word..
But screw it. Make me scream. XD

Izzati Raihan, my psychologist,
You'll always save me from the dark.
Even if you're not here to talk to now,
Your words still live in my heart.
You make me want to be better,
and you make me believe in myself.
You're one of the best things in my life.
You help me more than anyone else.

Eah, now what can I say about you?
My daughter, and my sexy lover..
Wow, that sounds sooo very wrong,
but you're my angel undercover. :]
You make me smile everyday,
and you have the sexiest, red hat.
I love being crazy with you
and going into all the stupid chats. ;D

for fatin,ika

Ika, my third sister and taco.
My hyper 'lil video maker.
Thank you for always listening,
and not being a faker! XD
Yes, I know that rhyme was dumb,
but we make no sense at all.
Thank you for making me feel better,
when I feel really small.

for stephanie

Stephanie, my squishy. My forever.
My life saver and bestest friend.
I'll always be your kitten forever.
Always be there for you til the end.
I need you like I need the pain,
but I guess that's a bad simile.
I love the way you make me laugh,

how you act crazy and silly.

for him

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,
I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,
How you felt around me? The memories we shared,
And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.

Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,
But please don't speak, remember that I never ever lied,
That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,
But now I'd like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit.

The pain was deep, unbearable and painful, for so many years,
I'll never forget all the sadness, all the uncontrollable tears,
Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I am content with what I've got,
And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I have not.

You were a special part of my life that I will never forget,
A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret,
You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart,
Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part.

You were my first love and my true love, that will always be so,
After all of the heartache, sadness and never ending pain, I know,
You and I had something special and that will never change,
Because I love you and loving someone else will always seem strange.

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, not ever,
I'd like you to remember that once upon a time, we said forever,
That I had hopes and dreams, that I was the one who threw them away,
And this is something I will always regret until my dying day.

aku xpham..knape ko prlu buat cm nie.

aku xpaham!aku xpham!knape dier buat cmnie smpi xnk bgtau aku.kalau yer pn,jgn lrh buat aku risau.ko sje buat cm 2.ko tau ark,aku nngs coz ko!!aku xske!aku bkn nk tmbh mslh kt ko.kalau yer pn,bgtau larh aku.kte dh 5 mnth,tp ko still cmnie!
dh lh!
aku xde mood!
sape yg brubh skung?

arhh..xngy skolah

sumpah dwh sket aku pnyr tekak.hurmm..bosannn..rindu sama kwn aku kt skolah.ape dorg tgh buat skung erh?adoh..eah,aku tau sape yg ko kutok 2.aku paham,aku paham..

waaahhh.... ;O

sedeyh larh.tgk video gambelan's team yg cikgu ali buat.sumpah sedyh.
yg last kali 2.cikgu tulis "kenangan ini tid mungkin akan ulang lagi"pas2 muncul gmbr cikgu ali lambai tgn.hot dwh mke citer.erh..tibe2 citer laen plak.anywy.wish u all the best cikgu ali.all the best.

70?!NONO!!! ;o

there's no way i can get 70?!

i thought 80 and above.
shit!!!
arhh,,
u know what!
i've studied so hard..sampai aku bce 4 kali buku sejarah 2,n buat nota 2 kali.
urghh!!!XOO
hey,aku still brsyukur okayh.alhamdullilah.
au baru blajar psl agama bhgian akhlak.aku nk 5A..
aku baru dpt 4A.NO FAIR!!!
NO FAIR!!!

Cikgu Ali Zikry B Yahaya

I'm gonna miss you cikgu Ali

ini cikgu ali.nme pnjg dier.Ali Zikry bin Yahaya.sedap kn?hurm.dier tgh single.umo 24 thn.study kt UITM shah alam.haha.tau ajer aku nie.dier sndiri yg bgtau.tp nsb baek,alhamdullilah..aku dpt jgk brckp ngn jumpe cikgu.aku salam ngn cikgu.pas2 aku ckp bye2 kt cikgu.tdy tyme tgh tggu abah,nmpk lh cikgu ali tgh jln ngn dak2 music.tgk2 cikgu ali lambai tgn kt aku.masya allah.sedyh siot!!!XOO..aku tgk pn...mke cikgu ali cm x happy jer.dier nk nngs kot.sedyh,sedyh.tp syg,eah xdtg ngy jmpe cikgu.hey,at least,he smiled at me.and said goodbye at me.serious.i'm gonna miss him.tp aku kn nk pndh.ya..still sdyh okayh!!:O..aku tringt yg aku lepk ngn cikgu ali JER..haha.showoff plak aku nie.anywy,i hope i can meet him again.Cikgu Ali,we're gonna miss you!hope we can meet again in the future.AMIN....

Cikgu Joshua

FareWell Cikgu Joshua,




hallo semua,ini smbngn citer gue.oyah,kenali.cikgu joshua.umur..hurmm.xtau.arh!wtv lrh.agama,kristian.ye,ye.aku tau,dier hot.tp dier agak blur.haha.joking larh!;p..cikgu joshua baek gak.dier tinggi.dier terel giler maen gitar.dh kte ckgu music en.even,aku xbpe nk rapat ngn dier.tp aku pn rsekn ksedihan yg dilalui oleh cikgu joshua n cikgu ali.dier rapat ngn nana,rafiq,and the geng..sape ntah aku xtau.yg pnting.aku baek ag ngn ckgu ali.waahh.;)

penat deyh... ;O

pergh!!
penat giler tdy.
mule bgn pkul 6.45 pgy,then ngy skolah.jmpe cikge ali buat kali trakhr.smpi pkul 12.35 tghri.sumph sedyh dowh.cikgu ali tdy cm nk nngs jer.tp dier tahan jer.tdy dak koir nyanyi kn lgu untk cikgu ali ngn ckgu joshua.sdyh jer.tp cikgu ali msh trsenyum.aku dpt rsekn yg cikgu ali cm xnk tglk dak2 smkwm.waaahh..sedyh aku.pas2 cikgu bg video kt dak2 frm2.cm..knngn lh dlm video 2.dhlh sdyh.cikgu blh ag letk lgu samsons-luluh.lg sedyh!!!!!!!XOO.hey guys,aku de citer sket psl ckgu ali ngn ckgu joshua.
teruskn mmbaca!
ohya2!!smbg blek...
bile dh smpi umah,ngy mandy.then ngy ikot mama ngn abah ngy tgk umah kt puchng.huuhh.dapur dh siap.tp dpn umah 2 nk pecah bg besar ag.mybe dlm bln 5 cm 2 aku pndh.then,kteorg ngy great eastern mall.aku beli buku breaking dawn,2 buku photography,shampu,rexona(waahh;D),pncuci mke ngn sunblock!XD.
aku nie jenis jge kulit yeh.hrp mklum..;)
okayh,
next blog...

ape semua nie?!

ape nie.mcm2 aku dgr citer.***** nielh.***** 2lh.ape jd dowh?asl ngn ko?aku tgk pn,aku dh mkin trust org laen plak.bkn ape dwh.i knowlh we're friends.tp bkn dgn cara mcm nie dwh.kalo ko buat cmnie ag,ape org ckp?org ckp ko cme nk tumpg hot n popular jer.aku xske dwh.dh elok2 ari 2,tibe2 ko got fight plak.adohh.ape semua nie?!ari 2 ko on ym,ko cm buat bodo jer ngn aku.sebok nk maen mnt ngn jantan laen.bile aku tnyr "ko tgh buat pe?tgh maen komen ngn laki arh 2"."biarlh.xsalah kn"***** ckp.
whatthe*@$#?!selami nie ko x prnh jd cmnie dowh.cncel jerlh contract ko ngn aku psl model 2.bek aku ambek ras dwh!XO.*****,aku arap ko bubah lh weyh.ko laen dr yg laen.ko bkn ***** yg nerd aku knal dlu.sedarlh.nnty aku nk jmpe ko.aku nk tegor sket ko.aku arap ko dgr nasht aku.nie dmi kbaikan ko.

friends,that i can't live without

ini Stephanie,My super,double,hyper best friend.
hey,don't steal her from me!she's mine!well,we met in 4th grade.at sk taman melati.i met her family and her handsome brother.even we got fought at Genting,but we're still friends.we love to share our problems.like..about our boyfrineds,family and bla,bla,bla.she's the best.i wish i can see you always.i'm gonna miss you,steph.
BFF,BEST FRIENDS FOREVER.love ya!<3

ini ika,yg rmbt pnjg 2.Dier nie ganas,brutal,puteh,and2!dier lawa!dier lbh kurg 2X5 cm aku!haha.tyme dier badmood,dier msty call aku.sometimes she cry,sometimes she scream.haha..tp tyme aku nk tlg dier,msty de bnda halang aku!adoh.hey!who cares!i still love her.ika,i love u babe!bile nk lepak ag?!
haha..

ini Izzati raihan,damn!dier lh gades yg plg weird that i have ever met.haha.mksud aku,dier lawa sbnrnyr.to agk ganas.tyme skolah rndah dulu,slalu blek ngn dier ngn rana.dulu,jarang gado ngn zatie.plg rapat arh tyme skolah rndah.well.aku bnyk kenngn ngn dier.knngn pahit,manis,masam,n mcm2lh!LOL..skung dh jarng jmpe dier(wlaupn umah dekt jer)tp aku harap arh,aku dpt ko sblm aku pndh nnty.haha.aku nk pelok ko smpi ko x dpt nk brnafas.LOL.zatie!i miss you a lot.Love you!

meet qistina.well.same age as me.she's pretty.yup.i admit.she got mixed with chicago aand.arrh.i forgot.oh ya!malay.serious.i loved her face.kinda cute.actually her house at Taman melati,near with my house and izzati.dulu,cm slalu kuar ngn dier,and lepak ngn dier.skung dier kt jepun.yer kot.haha.;D.ina,balek malaysia!i wanna see u!hehe.;p

ini Fatihah(anak zulkifli)haha.kteorg pggl eah.dier dok sbelah aku dlm klas.dier lh yg slalu memekak ngn aku dlm klas.haha.capik ngn haziq ejek dier doraemon coz suara dier cm doraemon.chumil lh 2.eah nie,dier de 2 telinga and 1 idong.haha.well,dr segi prngi,dier okayh.maintain jer.senng nk buli dier.ape yg best psl dier.urmm..dier baek.dier x cm og laen.dier pki tudung.msk nasyid.mls nk masok klas.opps!t'lbh sudah!;D
zdelh ponteng.dier study gakk.jgn maen2!BM dier plg tinggi ot!jeles giler aku.smetimes aku berlesbian ngn dier.aku ruber dier sket.dier x jerit pon.dier ag senyum.haaha.babe!i love u lh.haha;)

NATASYA AMANINA BT NAWI,ntah,btol ker x aku tulis.arg,buat bodo jerlh.tasya nie.ade arh gak gedik.sket jer.dier ske brgosip ngn aku.laki 2 hot lh.cute lh.handsome lh.haha.bkn 2 mmg keje pmpuan ker.dier ske photography gak tp dier xbeli camera ag.aku slalu dtg umah dier.kalo aku dtg umah dier,msty mak dier msk smthng special untk aku.waah.;Dtp okayh arh.aku knal mak dier n mak dier pn kanl aku.yg sushnyr,kalo nk ajak dier msty xblh.ngy KL xblh.adoh.sush btol.xpe2.aslkn aku dpt enjoy ngn ko.haha.dier ske mgedik ngn aku,ske kaco aku,ske marah kt aku,ske mnjerit ngn aku.haha.tasya,love u dude!waahh..

AMIRA NABILAH BT ABD KARIM,yup.dier pn chumil cm ina.dier lh PKP pngws kteorg.smetimes dier straight,smetimes dier x.2 pn dlm klas.dier pandai gak.kalo tyme ngy bilik agma,msty letk kasut aku sbelah kasut dier.pastu buat mke chumil.hahaha.;D
english dier power.sush nk lawan dier.dier baek dowh!dier belikn buku new moon untk aku.best giler!xpe myra,nnty kte belikn beg yg awak nk 2.jgn risau.haha.beg,beg,beg.;D

MAISARAH BINTI DARNATA,yup,yup.my ex babe aku.kteorg break coz dier yg mnx.dier still syg kt si dia.haha.xblh bgtau.bwek!;p.tp skung dier dh cpl ngn org laen.loceng2!haha.;D.she's funny.dier yg bwk kteorg ngy sunway.smetimes,dier ske cium pipi aku.sorry.kteorg xprnh buat kt bibir.harap maklum.dier happy-go-lucky girl.tp syg,dh break ngn dier.dear,i still loved you.haha.

ANISAH BT FARID.dier friendly.baek.ganas.hyper.pandai.dier skung pn minat gak photography.waah.dier ske buat ape yg org jarang buat.mksd aku cm kreatif.haha.otak dier laen giler.haha.dier best gak!ske lepk ngn dier.tp tyme dier prgy paris ngn london,cm sedih giler.lame gak dier prgy.aku dulu rapat ngn dier coz klas same dlu,skung klas sbelah plak.aisema!adoh.anisah,u rawk my world!;)

ALEENA MYRA,errhh!dier ske pukul aku!sket giler.cm ularnyr bisa.adoh.dier nie lasak n ganas.tp tyme dier sedeyh,sedyh giler.tyme dier mgamok,meletop abis.haha.xprnh nmpk dier mrh.prnh pukul de lh!haha.(tibe2 bahagia plak)..;D.Ske tgk dier glak.sket2 gelak2.sket2 gelak.chumil jer.(msty aleena kembg).ngee..aku xtaulh kalo aku dh bla nnty dier cmne.haha.aleena,bes dwh gelak ngn ko.hahaha.;DD,aku paham,aku paham.

HUDA,ya,ya.meet my new babe.ahah!;D.dier ske jeles aku ngn mai.kteorg kn agak lesbian.HUda nie untung dwh.de laki hensem ske kt dier,dier ngy reject.adohh.tp en,eah ckp,dier ske buat mke cumil dpn cikgu ali.haha.biasalah 2.nk manja ngn cikgu(mentg2 cikgu ali hot!).sbr jerlh zhaf.haha.hey,i loved you,tp i xblh nk pilih antara u ngn mai.coz..erhh.i love u both!serious!haha.syg u lh babe.;DD

sumph rugi giler ari nie. :((

ari nie aku bgn pkul 11.30 am.
arrhh!!fuck! aku mmg dh plan nk dtg pgy.
tp smlm aku tido lmbt.
urgh!XO
pas2 tyme aku dh dtg skolah,
mai citer kt aku psl dorg celebrte ngn cikgu ali.
WTF?!
DID I MISSED THAT?!
adooh.serious.
rugi giler babi.then,dorg citer yg cikgu ali tnjk video clip kteorg.
msty sedih giler.
aku nk video 2!
aku tringt yg aku lepk ngn cikgu ali jer.
haha.well.
esk cikgu last,
Dear teacher Ali,
hurmm..
WE'RE gonna miss you!
owh2!
and cikgu joshua gak!
sedih owh..
XO

-ainnabilah-

MY ORAL ENGLISH

Tdy kt skolah,
aku,myra ng zaid buat oral english,
sptotnyr eah.
tp dier gedik xnk dtg skolah coz pent kawd kaki.
aki trpksa buat ngn zaid n myra.
tp nsb baek myra de.

okayh..

tyme dh nk abis oral 2.
aku kp lh ngn zaid

"i want you to promise smethng",

then,zaid said "anything for you".

i was liked


W


T


F?!

HUH!!!

it suppose to be "ya,sure"

then,
teacher said

"is this a romance story?"

suddenly,

zaid said "ya,i'm the romeo,and she's the juliet".

omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XO

after we finish the oral,

i didn't said anthing at zaid.
mybe i was so shy.

daaa!






sape x malu kalo de org buat pgakuan tnpa izin kite rite?

owhh...
ermm..

wtv lrh...

hurmm....

BUT!

i still didn't liked it!

ermm...

-ainnabilah-

290309

ari nie,
best giler doe!
290309,bg aku adalh ari girls hangout!

best!best!
yg prgy,
aku,aleena,mysara,myra,anisah,zudon ngn fiena.

hahah.
i admit,
it was the most memorable time i had with my friends.

first,
tyme,mule2 baru msk.
aku tgh bwk tuala.
then,de patng nie.siot jer.
dier ngy maen rampas tuala aku.
cm fuck giler.
aku ngn mai dh tumbok dier dh.
rupe2nyr dier nk tgkp gmbr ngn tuala aku.
bodo nyr patong!

lps dh slsai tumbk patong 2,
ngy maen waterpak.
hahaha.
tyme water park x best sgt.
tyme maen roller coster ngn pirate ship 2 cm babi jer.
yg pirate ship cm..
sial jeer.
ade kerh?!
dier pnyr tmpt penahan 2..
dier ngy tekn kt tmpt ************!!!!

WTF?!

yg plh klakr,
myra fikir aku,mai,anisah,fiena ngn zudon mngucap tyme naek 2.

tgk2,
masya allah!
smua org mncarut!
"FUCK LRH BNDA NIE!!"anisah,

"HOLY SHIT!"-ain,

"FUCK!FUCK!"-mai.

Zudon tyme 2 tgh nngs.
tp sumph dowh,
tyme bnda 2 stop kt atas,
rse cm btol2 nk jatoh ke vwh.
2 yg buat cuak.
giler babi btol!

yg kdua plg best,
roller coster,
bnda nie pn babi gak!
tyme 1st2 naek ngn myra,
sumph rse cm nk trpelnteng!
tp syg,
aleena takot nk naek!
yg plg klakr spjg kt sunway lagoon 2,
Huda naek roller coster ngn org cina(half naked)
mule2,
huda nk naek ngn aku,
pas2 zudon mrayu2 giler2 nk naek ngn aku.
soo..huda pn bg,
tyme tgh naek roller coster 2.
nsb baek org cina 2 xangkt tgn.
hahah.
sumph klakr.
kalo org cina 2 hensem xpe gak.
nie.
adoh.
aku still simpn gmb 2.
hahaha.

-ainnabilah-